Kamis, 18 Januari 2018

This Town

Waking up to kiss you and nobody's there
The smell of your perfume still stuck in the air
It's hard
Yesterday I thought I saw your shadow running round
It's funny how things never change in this old town
So far from the stars
And I want to tell you everything
The words I never got to say the first time around
And I remember everything
From when we were the children playing in this fairground
Wish I was there with you now
If the whole world was watching I'd still dance with you
Drive highways and byways to be there with you
Over and over the only truth
Everything comes back to you
I saw that you moved on with someone new
In the pub that we met he's got his arms around you
It's so hard
So hard
And I want to tell you everything
The words I never got to say the first time around
And I remember everything
From when we were the children playing in this fairground
Wish I was there with you now
As if the whole world was watching I'd still dance with you
Drive highways and byways to be there with you
Over and over the only truth
Everything comes back to you
You still make me nervous when you walk in the room
Them butterflies they come alive when I'm next to you
Over and over the only truth
Everything comes back to you
And I know that it's wrong
That I can't move on
But there's something about you
If the whole world was watching I'd still dance with you
Drive highways and byways to be there with you
Over and over the only truth
Everything comes back to you
You still make me nervous when you walk in the room
Them butterflies they come alive when I'm next to you
Over and over the only truth
Everything comes back to you
Everything comes back to you

Song by Niall Horan

Rabu, 10 Januari 2018

Jealous

I'm jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin
It's closer than my hands have been
I'm jealous of the rain
I'm jealous of the wind
That ripples through your clothes
It's closer than your shadow
Oh, I'm jealous of the wind
'Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me
I'm jealous of the nights
That I don't spend with you
I'm wondering who you lay next to
Oh, I'm jealous of the nights
I'm jealous of the love
Love that was in here
Gone for someone else to share
Oh, I'm jealous of the love
'Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me
As I sink in the sand
Watch you slip through my hands
Oh, as I die here another day, yeah
'Cause all I do is cry behind this smile
I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me
I-I-It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me



Song by Labrinth

Senin, 18 Desember 2017

Suatu Hari Nanti

I know it hard to accept the fact bahwa orang yang kamu harap bisa melengkapimu dan membahagiakanmu ternyata hanya seseorang yang sekedar lewat, mempermainkan hatimu, melukaimu, membuatmu sedih, lalu meninggalkanmu.

Tapi apapun yang terjadi, kamu harus selalu kuat. Ini kenyataan yang harus kamu lalui, kamu hadapi, untuk nantinya Tuhan mengirimkan kepadamu seseorang yang lebih baik lagi dan lebih baik lagi.

Aku tahu ini tak mudah. Ketika bertahun-tahun kamu menutup hatimu rapat-rapat, lalu kamu mencoba mempercayai seseorang dengan memberikannya kunci untuk membuka hatimu, yang dia lakukan hanya membuatmu terluka dan kecewa.

Hal itu tentu akan membuatmu membangun tembok lebih tinggi dan lebih tinggi lagi. Tapi percayalah, di luar sana masih banyak orang baik. 

Saat ini seseorang yang diciptakan dan ditakdirkan untukmu sedang dalam perjalanan untuk menemuimu. Suatu hari nanti kalian akan bertemu.

Suatu hari nanti.

Iya. Suatu hari nanti.

Suatu hari nanti, kau akan menyadari, bahwa ini adalah suatu proses yang harus kamu lewati, untuk menemukan kebahagiaan sejati.


Suatu hari nanti.

Minggu, 03 Desember 2017

Twice

I never thought that bad things would happen twice.

The first time I know you like me (really? Or this is just my illusion?), I never thought that would end up like this.

But I know for sure i'd rather suffering than begging.


Dear you,

Thank you to ever come in my life. You ever make me feel so special, loved, and the only one. But at the same time, you make me seem so cruel, and i'm just an option.

As I have said before, maybe I don't deserve your love. 

I wish the best for your life, your career, and your happiness.

Thank you for everything, thank you for all that has happened.


Thank you.

Senin, 30 Januari 2017

I will just dim your stars

I cant resist to write this.

Entah sejak kapan kamu mengganggu pikiranku. Tapi entahlah, kedatanganmu belum bisa membuatku berhenti. Meski beribu kebaikan telah kau tunjukkan, dan tak perlu lagi kusangsikan.

Ada hal yang belum bisa kuterima, meski kutahu tiada yang sempurna. Namun aku bisa apa ketika logikaku berusaha keras menolaknya?

Kamu orang baik. Sungguh. Terima kasih untuk pernah ada.

You deserve someone who will give you the world. Believe me, I know how bright you shine. How your heart is a heart of gold, how if I wasn’t broken, I would crash into you fully and never look back. But right now, I will just dim your light. Right now, I don’t deserve your love. - Anna Bashedly